Ledge Love

Was it suicide or did you see yourself jumping before I arrived in your live.

Let’s take it back to the time

Where we met each other that night.

A pretty pleasant November

We were laughing and drinking over some dinner,

Remember you were wearing a dress,

Or was that dress wearing you,

The navy blue was so crisp that it was cool hugging your hips,

A shapely figure as you would figure.

Let’s take it to the month of March,

I left you in the dark.

Cheated with no reason,

I apologize for I see it has left you wanting to jump.

Come down please Come down,

I love you, not her now,

Find faith that my love will catch you before you jump down.

My hand extended to yours,

"Please don’t let it go!"

I love you forever,

You’re the eternity to my soul.

Insanity

I brush against my woes, just to repeat my misery again
The agony of dragging you through my mistakes should be a sin.
Flatten by the ground my tears bellow out.
A river running a mile of repetitions till it dries out.
I'm down and the economy has blessed me with doubts.
Educated by the mind with no one to hear me out.
Sending resume after resume trying to get my word out.
Insanity because I'm looking for another answer which hasn't come to means to feel me out.

Pages to my father

My made mission was to pay attention
Find selflessness in a world were selfishness existed.
Open arms to those who don't see forgiveness.
Live in light of lies knowing that there is truth in existence.
I played the violin to my issues.
Shed a tear for my pain.
Given that my emotions are dwelling on the tears of this page.
I wrote a letter to the world, and the message died in the clarity of my shame.
Forgive me for I am no more than humane.

Limits

Our grieving goodbye's are like are unpleasant hello's
We know that deep in are soul our love will never let go.
It's that yearning to leave but never wanting to walk.
Those sweet whispers in the ear, "I love you"
Creating joyous tears in the dark.
The blank stares in your eyes
Just to see deep in your soul
We find ways to walk in each others paths
So we know the limits on how our emotions will grow.

XOxo

A man sitting in a room
left alone is dying to be felt
A boy believes he is king only in his castle.

I've been hit with the reality that it's hard for me to breathe without feeling.
Unconsciously I continue to want to be felt and heard, but cords in my vocals
Can't reach out to those that I want to touch.

It's a battle between me and the mic.
Continuously it finds a way to keep fucking choking me.

These x's and o's aren't play formations for me to get the touchdown
It's just something I desperately need since the closets thing to touch
Is how I wash off the dirt from work.

I am slave to my own reality.
A pit full of needs that are masked by the wants
which will never be touched by my desires.

Miss American Dream

Miss American dream
Your beauty shining
You carry the weight of the world
Your love is so pure
You guided me out of hell
Saved me from jail
Wrapped me in warm clothes

Gave me a purpose in this world
Touched my soul
Told me the world isn't so cold

 Miss American dream
 Just that you were a dream
I woke up to the cold America has given me
 No shoes on my feet
A torn shirt on my back
A dumpster with burnt newspapers
An America that I lack
A purpose with no soul
 A love that's run cold.
I'm a man that homeless because America told me so.