feeling the need to still pour a glass of my feelings
She told me its a boy
I ask her who's is it
She then begins to cry wondering why I said it.
And the reality is it never was a means to hurt her soul.
It's that you never know
This how much it goes to show that trust was never a subject I understood before.
I then begin to try to comfort her spirit.
I tell her I will be the best daddy in the world if you keep it.
She turns to smile, and I begin to frown
It was all an allusion, for she just want to see how I would react
when it came time for us to have a child
Feeling baffled I began to sigh,
as though it was a relief to know I'm not going to have a child.
Now back to the empty bottle where I wanted to get my last sip
She died in a crash last week, by a drunk driver
That boy was real
A child not even born, and I sighed because I'm wasn't ready for that deal.
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